hello people

[autumn64]

Hi, I am 43 yrs. old. I have been shy as far back as I can remember. I did have friends, but we grew apart in grade 6 and that is when I started to be a loner. I was too shy to talk to people. I went through out high school with 3 friends and they all moved away. So I was alone again. I don't know what to call what I am. LOL. I can talk a lot and laugh a lot and have a great time. But sometimes I am totally into myself and just can't seem to socialize at all. Very weird. If I meet someone through someone else or at groups, I never seem to talk, I don't know if I'm shy or just don't know what to say. The actual words to say. I do hate it because I have had many opportunities to have a lot of friends throughout the years but my shyness or whatever you call it kept that from happening. I've been married for 10 yrs. But now that I am a single mom, who's kids are 14 and 22, the 22 is moved out, and I thank God my son is a great kid. Made scholarship so far. Anyways, as I was saying I get miserable sometimes because I wish I had more friends and wasn't like this. I have three very good friends I totally trust and can rely on. But we only see each other once in awhile. I've always wanted to be a social butterfly. Anyways,
I will say by for now. Bye.

[georgieboy1_PREV (deleted)]

.Sometimes more isn't the way to but the ones that will help you through life and who truly care for you. Love will grow out of that.